I have been clean for over 10 years and have worked hard to rebuild my families trust. Which I have. However something came to light the I did 20 years ago and I have disappointed my grown kids from something I did. I don’t remember but I had to do it and am owning it.
The anxiety is real and I am asking for forgiveness once again. I hate this. I hate addiction and all the stupid stuff I have done. I thought I have tried to right all my wrongs.
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It’s who you were not who you are. And remember we can not control how others act, react or think. We have to be okay with the fact that we were alcoholic and at the time our lives were unmanageable. All you can do is what you can do. I hope you find peace. Be gentle with yourself.
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Think of it as the old you and know it is something you would never do now.
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