I have been drinking vodka almost ever night for 8 years. And for some reason all I want is a big glass of wine … part of me is like “wine is better then vodka” but the other part of me knows I’ll spiral. This is the first time I’ve been sober since I picked up my drinking habit.
It’s not. You shouldn’t.
If you have any sober time, keep it. It’s not worth it. You will spiral. Get some support, hang in there, but don’t drink
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I have the same thoughts sometimes. My poison was rum though. It’s true - not a good idea to go for wine or anything else since it leads to a spiral. Only 48 hrs and change of being sober, and the wine is calling, but I’m fighting it. One things that helps me is thinking of how alcohol really taxes your body, especially the GI tract. I’m starting to feel a little better. Hang in there! We know you can. 
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Wow, the power of the alcoholic mind never ceases to amaze me. There’s a reason why we say it’s cunning, baffling, and powerful. Just know that your thinking needs a serious re-wiring. Be aware of the stupid sh!t it’s telling you.
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