I have been over 4 months no alcohol but recently picked up weed and need to stop before it sends me into mania. The stress of it causes anxiety which drives the desire to use more, I just have been sneaking the pot bc I know everyone in my life will freak out but need to stop before it triggers bipolar symptoms. More just typing it out to acknowledge the problem to someone considering I have been ignoring the signs/sneaking for a week
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