I have been sober on and off for over a year and i feel like i have demons following me like my old self but in the end i have see and being orchestrated by people that still think im delusional or something like i ever was i just had hope things would get better they do every day but they people has got to stop and start loving them self's instead of trying to make my life messy love one another and hope for the people to become love inside of hating
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Prayer works we have power in prayer utilize it's magnificence!!
I talk to God all the time or the universe the higher power I tell him everything I put things out there hopefully he will hear and answer my phone call and this time it won't be something that messes up I been doing so good I got rid of all my negative friends I thought was friends now I have no one and I'm not good at talking to me so I'm alone so I talk to the power everyday 
Hey Jimmie! Try to get lots of support. We need it. Meetings are a great place to start. I go to church regularly now too and have met a lot of good people
Honestly I don't have a issue not doing my addiction and I honestly believe the people are trying to make it a issue because they see I don't and they do still and they want me in programs and AA and all these things well I'm sorry everyone God blessed me I don't need anything like everyone else I wish they would just stop trolling me
Not everyone is the same and that's a fact