I have been struggling to journal and found this app

Recovery
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I have been struggling to journal and found this app again on my phone. Maybe writing my thoughts and feelings here and getting some feedback here and there could help. I can’t stop obsessing over the fact that I gave up a year of hard work by putting myself in an uncomfortable situation and using alcohol to make myself feel more comfortable. It was not a problematic relapse and I did not cause any trouble or hurt anyone other than myself BUT IT JUST WASN’T WORTH IT.

If you’re reading this and you’ve stopped going to meetings and talking to people about how you’re feeling because you think you can do this on your own TURN AROUND and go back to your meetings and sit your ass down. LOL

Don’t make the mistake I did.

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#2

Nobody replied to this post? Wow, what a story and great advice. Hmmm. Hope things are better for you and you’re back on track.

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#3

Just seeing this post. Don’t beat yourself up over the relapse. What’s important is where you are now, and the lessons you learned. As someone who did the same as you (even worse), I also share with people about it in hopes they don’t have to go out and experience more pain. Let’s make this chance stick ODAAT :pray::peace_symbol:

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#4

Heading back to a meeting tonight. It’s been a while. Glad you posted “get ur ass back”. I needed that

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#5

Glad I could help :heart:

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#6

Thank you!!

#7

Thank you ! I’m doing well!!

#8

Awesome post! Keep them coming!