I have been tested over and over the last few

I have been tested over and over the last few weeks, but I'm 55 days strong :muscle:t2: There have been so many times I've wanted to throw in the towel but I didn't. I am so tired. More tired than I have ever been. I sit down at night under my weighted blanket and just don't move, I don't speak much and I have no motivation for anything. My last few weekends have been spent under my blanket trying to feel safe. Has anyone else had this experience before?