I have been wanting to get high I am almost

Struggling Help
#1

I have been wanting to get high I am almost to my 90 days is on the fifteenth I am in rehab to so that helps but feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to after hrs

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#2

Welcome

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#3

Amanda, after hours when I’m lonely or wanting to talk. I write my thoughts and feelings and even talk to God. It really helps to unload through my writing.
You’re not alone ever.
Btw 30, 60, 90, 180 days, 9 months and 1 year are breaking points. Stay close to the sober community and don’t keep secrets.

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#4

90 days is huge I’m only coming up on a week. I went to the ER for help with my withdrawal and know am at home trying to make it day by day

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#5

Here’s a great place to talk after hours. Getting out of your head is important. There’s a constant game of tug-o-war going on and it’s exhausting. If you get high, what good will come from it? Stick with the rehab program and be a happier better You!

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#6

Thank you all for the advice

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#7

I would highly recommend getting to meetings every opportunity that you can. Stick with the winners, and the women who are talking about how they RECOVERED from a seemingly hopeless state of mind and body. I had to get a sponsor to take me through the 12 steps, and I had to be the one to ask him.

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#8

I am here!!! Withdrawal is terrible.
I am here.

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#9

You are not alone! This is a great place to reach out!

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#10

I’m so proud of you. Don’t give up the fight you are worth fighting for. I promise you if you work the steps and get all the pain out. Life gets better, but we have to put the work in. God bless you, Amanda.

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