I have begun to start my days with meditation and just for today’s I have been noticing a change or shift in my recovery that I am starting to love my meditation in the mornings is real simple. It’s just to keep myself grounded and knowing why I’m standing or where I’m coming from. It hasn’t been easy getting back on the road to recovery or learning how to stay on my road to Recovery, should I say more but I’m learning how to set boundaries and learning how to stay perspectively in my decisions and choices that I have made for my life today. When I started this journey, I started it with a plan to be able to to enjoy life again I just wanted my life back some form of a life anyway you know when you’re an addiction, you’re an active addiction. All you care about is the means to get high. It feels so good to get up every single day and know that that’s not a mission. Of Mine❤️ my mission today is clean my home. God has blessed me with and to learn how to share my Recovery with each and everyone of you that follow me on these pages that I have created for Ali❤️‘s Recovery Road. I have my podcast and I’m getting ready to start back up and this journey has so much clarity for me that I see myself doing things and having things differently than what I used to expect from myself today, it felt so peaceful, and I just smiled to myself as I sit in my home, and I played old-school R&B and I singing and I dance, and I enjoyed the comfort and the peace and the dwelling of it and I don’t have to worry about. Am I gonna miss a call or if the dope man is gonna show up or do I need to call somebody else and after I’m done with this am I gonna be able to get enough money to get my next fix? The last four years has been a journey for me and it started out really rocky because I wanted to do it on my own without any Secondary drugs without anybody tell me I detox on my own in my own way, and for that this journey has become so peaceful till it’s part of who I am now and I don’t have to expect anything less of my day because my days are so fulfilled with a passion that drives me and my Recovery and I love being able to share all of these things with you guys. I’m not going to get to in debt tonight. I just want everybody to enjoy their Friday and know that you don’t have to drink and drug to be able to enjoy a simple weekend. You can have a simple dinner and watch a movie or play a game or whatever it may be that clarifies your mind thought process. I just want you to know that we have options today and using isn’t one of them. I have so much going on right now like but I’m still hanging in there and every day I learned a new lesson or every day I learned a new way in my recovery of how to say no and I’m happy with that. I’m OK right now. I’m laying in bed relaxing something I haven’t done in ages but it feels amazing. I hope you guys have a wonderful weekend if you need me for anything inbox me and I got you as always Ali❤️’s Recovery road signing off.
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Enjoy your beautiful weekend!
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Enjoy your wonderful weekend 
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