I have lost another good man for my drinking. Lately

Recovery
#1

I have lost another good man for my drinking. Lately I'm blacking out and acting insane. Day 1 again :sob:

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#2

All u can do is take it a day at a time. Whatever is meant to be , will be. All you can do is steady work on you one day at a time. Things will get better one day keep your head up yo

#3

I’m so sorry you’re hurting, but I’m proud of you for choosing Day 1. Take it moment by moment, we are with you as you go through it.

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#4

If you are into quit lit, I just listened Blackout again and it is great! Stay with it.

#5

Raine... I'm happy for your day 1. Not to be a :cucumber: however are you learning from these poor judgement situations?

#6

I have been blacking out a lot lately and I don't even have to drink that much to lose memory anymore. I'm getting alcohol brain, it's been hurting my liver since lockdown and I haven't cut back really. It's probably a combination of that. I always think it'll be okay but I will drink to the point of blackout and then my pent up trauma and emotions try to come out. It's probably for the best. He was a dealer and I wouldn't get sober if I'm dating him...it would've happened eventually anyways.