I have lost everything do to alcoholism. I have been drinking from the age of 14. I lost all 4 of my uncles my grandma my wife and my 4 step…. 4 or my children
Now you have to choice to change your life, I’d suggest immerse in a 12 step program and possibly start out in an impatient. Healthy recovery takes much more than sitting down the drink, it takes work to change the behaviors of the disease to be able to live a happy peaceful life. I was in similar shoes as you and through AA and a lot of work I’ve been able to restore most of what I ruined. It is possible but you have to do it as if your life depends on it. It did for me and if I can do it so can you.
Am not drinking anymore it’s cost me every thing I love I have been sober since dec 7th. I can’t go back. I will not. Thank you for reaching out