I have recently started recovery, went on suboxone, Friday I

I have recently started recovery, went on suboxone, Friday I relapsed , used yesterday and today.
I don’t want to continue doing this.
I want to change and I Need help doing this .
I can’t do this alone.
Found a local AA meeting this morning to attend but I know how some old school AA junkies get really upset when you attend their meetings.

I don’t know how to do it either…

Man, if you need a meeting, get a meeting. Don’t let some crusty old timer deter you.

I went, kept dozing off, was a speaker meeting, but it was a meeting.

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I’m guessing part of this recovery process is learning not to judge others . I’m a drunk . I have considered going to NA meetings just to find the space where I’m not alone (in wanting to surrender) . Can you find na meetings to attend ? Im new to this but I hope you find the support you need and don’t get discouraged. There are lots of folks here for support that have been down the road .