I have slowed way down on my drinking, yet can't totally quit and scared I might start at any excuses to start drinking Voka again and possibly get into trouble.
If you craving the hard stuff then you prob need help if you drink the hard stuff. But if you can never drink it again then ya doing something right
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Congrats on slowing down at least. Baby steps.
Get some help from a professional… It worked for me…I use to drink hard liquor to wine it did not matter as long as I could forget about what I was dealing with.. Remember one day at a time 
As someone who got sober, did what most is us do and convinced myself
I had it under control. The relapse always started with me truly, honestly, whole-heartedly believing I was doing better.
Good for you seeing the problem and trying. You’re already making progress, but don’t kid yourself, it’s poison and it only gets worse. I believe in you!!!
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Please be very careful when coming off of alcohol. It’s said to be one of the most deadly drugs to come off of so if you can try to get some medical supervision 
You haven't even stopped and you're making excuses. But don't feel bad, you're not special. We have all done this. Like other people have mentioned, get to in patient and detox there, and begin your journey.