I have so much guilt and shame from my slip that im having a hard time coping; i lost everyone
It happens but what matters is how you get back on the right track.
I too have lost virtually everyone and everything. Rock 🪨 Bottom. But I am working my way out.
Screw the guilt. It's usually short lived among us.
Short periods of reflection.
Get to meetings, talk to your sponsor, be honest.
It’s ok just start over and work more with your sponsor and more meetings
Remember to trust in your higher power. Relapse is a part of recovery for many of us. It's just the nature of the best that we face daily. It's about progress and not perfection. You can do this.
start writing!
write this stuff in a journal
this helps you dump the garbage. one day at a time
Just remember- That is now in the past. Today is a new day. There’s no shame in starting over. We got your back.
You got this girl. We are in the same place. What area are you from?