I have the best opportunity for me
And I won’t waste jt or throw it away.
I’m struggling to stay focused and keep Imposing so much pressure on myself.
Change is so difficult at times.
I hate how I act and treat myself.
I won’t sit in pity , I needed to vent.
Tomorrow I’m going to my first physical meeting in over a yr.
I know how to get sober , I have to stay sober .
I have to ask for help, bc I can’t do this alone any longer.
This app isn’t phony , I feel like I reach out to people and i get no real response.
I simply want guidance.
I isolate rn and could use a friend.
People bluff and talk to sound good.
Don’t say something if you don it mean to follow thru.
Anyway I’ll white knuckle for now .
I’m here to talk to anyone. I k ow how it feels to feel alone.
Much love