I have to see my father wednesday and i’m so scared

i have to see my
father wednesday and i’m so scared. last time i saw him he screamed at the top of his lungs in my face. he just got to two years sober and is big in AA. but he’s really cocky about it. he brings back so many bad childhood memories. everything has to go well wednesday. please god let it go well. no fighting. no screaming. anything normal.