I have to talk myself out of doing FREE DRUGS

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#1

I have to talk myself out of doing FREE DRUGS at work on the weekends. I'm crying in front of customers and honestly just broken on most days i have to decline free drugs. It's really hard and today i don't know if i can do it.

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#2

I'd be looking at what I have that most don't and that would be a good job for now that pays the bills takes care of your family if you have kids and you can always look for another job why you still have this job and still be sober sobriety is a lot better than active addiction

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#3

@bre256136
Do you mind elaborating on what type of drugs and the type of work your doing.

#4

Sobriety is free!

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#5

I work at a restaurant. Cocaine is available at all times, or most, due to the dishwasher also being a dealer.

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#6

@bre256136
Ok... Now I get it.
Have you talked to management about this? Have you thought about maybe switching jobs?

#7

Switching jobs is something I've thought of. This place is unreal, the money is really good. I've been here for 6 years. The management knows and...let's just say there will not be anything done about it.

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#8

@bre256136 I'm sure you'll get to a point where you will intuitively know how to handle the situation.

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#9

Why are you putting yourself through that?

#10

My therapist says that too. The money is too good to leave ATM.

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#11

My program tells me that “nothing changes if nothing changes.” ❤️‍🔥

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#12

Guys. I stayed sober today and I'm safe at home :heart:thank you all for being there for me. It really helped to just talk about it.