Ive been in a really rocky relationship for the past 2 years. There is no communication, he shuts down when things are hard and has never actually prioritized our relationship. We are on the verge of splitting and bc of how emtpy i have felt i have had multiple binges over the last couple of months. Im not an everyday drinker but when i drink itll binge for 2-3 days. I did that this past week and got in a huge fight with my son, my partner and my
Mom. No one will talk to me and i feel super broken. I wasnt trying to hurt anyone i was just trying to escape. Ive already connected with insurance and outpatient rehab is 100% covered. So i am planning on some intense therapy. But i dont know how to manage my feelings in the meantime. I feel broken, worthless and im just struggling. I dont know why i do this.
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Lara needs to do Lara. If you are not healthy you are no good to anybody. My opinion it’s time to put your focus on 100% you.
You’re making steps in the right direction. You will like the new you as well as your son when you choose yourself.