I just feel like Im repeating old patterns and having a hard time snapping out of it. Especially because everyone thinks Im fine, but Im not, and I haven’t been and I’ve been relying on uppers to get me through my days because I struggle so bad with depression and none of my meds are working and I am just losing hope. I just don’t know anymore. Sometimes I just wonder, what is the point? I don’t want to take them, but it’s honestly the only thing that gets me out of bed and gives me the energy to get by.
Kristopher, you mentioned meds. Have you tried changing physicians? Seriously, just like every other profession, there are those who are not so good in their field. My daughter has to adjust her meds as the seasons change and there is a rough spell as the dosage gets dialed in.