I just had a drink
After you sober up. Call your sponsor. And get too a meeting. It's going to get better if you listen. And do the step work.
Felipe, I don't know how much sober time you have but, what were you thinking. That is what you need to figure out. That way you see it coming and can fix it, because there probably will be a next time.
Learn the lesson then move on. You have to commit and deal with it one at a time Before you pick up next time reach out to anybody. Your never alone reach out I will talk sobriety anytime