I keeps thinking, “ I could go back to drinking one day” but then start remembering everything I did and felt. I don’t miss it. I don’t miss it.
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You can always go back, it's a free world. It's not worth giving up what you accomplish over the last 3 months. It's a beautiful world live it sober and clear headed. You got this. 

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It is the great obsession of every abnormal drinker.
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Visit SMART Recovery there are tools there. I found them to be helpful.
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Was thinking the same thing this week. On vacation and the old me would of been lit from the get go. Missed it for a millisecond then I remembered all the miserable times and nahhh thanks I prefer having my wits and being sober.