I know i am still new to recovery.
This is my first time really trying it.
I had clean time before but never even heard of 12 steps, i heard of the big book but never thought it would work for me.
Today i had to go see my probation officer and pick up my support check. Both places i know people still in there addiction.
I started walking from home and i had this overwhelming feeling of getting loaded, it made me sick to my stomach i know i should of turned around or took the bus. I just kept telling my self that if i cant do these simple things how am i going to live my life.
I would of never made it back home with out this program.
