But I don’t have the resources to get it. I’m barely surviving as it is and no way to make more money but I can’t stay at the job I have because it’s killing me emotionally. I’m out of options. I’m sober from alcohol 47 days and I know my relapse is to blame for my head being so out of wack. Why did I start over again??
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Have you reached out to a local recovery group?
I have. The group I can get to isn't my vibe but I go. I've recently started SMART and I like it a lot. Just want to be sane again.
Hang in there Kate! The solutions we need aren’t always easy to see but if we are patient enough they will present themselves.
Go to whatever group you can for now. Whenever you're at a group, whether you're feeling it or not, at least you're not drinking. As you keep going, things start to make more sense, not because of some supernatural forces, but because you begin to have clarity and the repetition sinks in.