I know it has been a minute since i stopped juggling a sober life and a new way of living. In the most toughest situations that I have faced in my life being sauced and high on drug's , I had the courage to face them without thinking. Now,.... now it is more difficult to find myself in those types of situations. I do not go looking for them either. This time, I know my purpose in trying. This time, I have ambitions. This time, i actually enjoy living my life with a cause, with a strive, with something that i know I have a chance to change the outcome. This time, my goals aren't set so high that I can't reach them from the ground. This time is my time. A new year means a new me. Everyone I "used" to know has no reason to come back around. Even what i thought was my closest friend has now become a stranger to me. I think I am becoming normal, and if this is how it is supposed to be on living a normal life, then sobeit. Come on, 2025 it's just me against everything. I know God's got me, so if I fall, his promise is to catch me from becoming the monster I used to be. Nothing in this world is ours. We belong to Jesus Christ because he is our Lord and Savior. You know WWJD, Do you know WWYBINFJC?
