I’ll take a million days that feel like “an eternity”

I’ll take a million days that feel like “an eternity” over how fast the twelve years I spent drunk flew by…

Truly, I feel aged way past 33. Thinking through some insomnia and found some solace in my anger. I’m glad at least I can be completely aware of every moment that passes now, even if some feel awful!

That feels like a breakthrough.

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Man, do I feel this.
Took me a little bit too appreciate having actual feelings again, but now that I do I’m grateful I’m able to experience them.