I’m 10 months clean and keep thinking about taking a shot of some fireball or blueberry Smirnoff… and I know if I do it won’t be one shot it will be 2 bottles to the face and waking up tomorrow taking a shot to even out the hangover… dang it.. why am I having all these thoughts. My daughters mom drinks right in front of me when we have visits and I think it I guess triggers me cuz I’ve been wanting to come home and drink.
Well don’t. Read some big book stories or a grape vine or something. You already know what would happen. Just get yourself to bed. You can decide if you want to drink or not tomorrow. Shut the door on it tonight.
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Yo man. You may not control your thoughts, but you have full control over actions. Unfortunately as time goes on we forget how bad we actually were while drinking