I’m an alcoholic, ashamed to admit I can’t do it by myself I need some kind of help. Just don’t kno wat to do anymore 

I can’t either. At my 2nd AA meeting of the day, because we aren’t supposed to do this alone. Happy you’re on here, it helps. You are not alone.
Thank you! I’ve got to try something different my ways aren’t working
I beat myself up so much the next day. I can’t keep living like this it’s takes away from me. Feel defeated but kno I can’t stop trying
Don’t give up on yourself. First step is admitting you have a problem. You aren’t alone although it may seem like it at times. Try an AA meeting on zoom or in person.
I’m not going to give up on myself tho sometimes I feel like I want to. I feel so weak. Alcohol hasn’t brought anything positive to me as I sit back and think about all the years. Done nothing but taken from me
I don’t think you realize how strong you are. I know I didn’t for a long time. Alcohol was my best friend and then became my worst enemy. It brought me to depths of darkness I didn’t know could exist. Don’t drink and try a meeting out. See how you feel after.
Thank you so much for your kind words! My mom just found me a mentor or sponsor to talk to and he’s gonna call me tomorrow she said.
I’m so happy to hear that. Hang in there. Things will get better one day at a time. Proud of you!!