I’m completely new to this app. Downloaded it going thru Ig. I started my no drinking journey I believe the 8th of January. I’ve done this many times with my drinking, and have stopped completely and things get better. So I end up drinking to see if it’s the drinking or me as the problem . Results conclude that it is me. Or generally the environment and a trigger that sets me off. I become hostile , aggressive and ultimately just a tornado to myself and others around . I want to change for the better . Let go of things I can’t change and change the things that are still capable of changing . I’m a bartender tho and a felon, so sometimes I feel like life is impossible and wants me to fail in that category. Just writing . Anyways I gals to join this app with everyone
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No person likes to think he is bodily and mentally different from his fellows. Therefore, it is not surprising that our drinking careers have been characterized by countless vain attempts to prove we could drink like other people. The idea that somehow, someday he will control and enjoy his drinking is the great obsession of every abnormal drinker. The persistence of this illusion is astonishing. Many pursue it into the gates of insanity or death.
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