I’m extremely suicidal and don’t know where to turn Rodgers or inpatient is t an option for me so im just alone feeling like this, I don’t have relapsing as an option so all im left with is suicidal thoughts
First question is why isn’t inpatient an option? Second question is did you cal 211? Hope you feel better, and get the help you need soon.
Your life is worth living. I hope you can get the care you need.
You’re not alone!! Reach out you never know someone might have the perfect words and even if not it’s better to get it out. Love and prayers for you
Go to the hospital if you must. No insurance, no problem. They have to take you. PM me on back end if you need help with that. I know from personal experience and sold insurance for several years. Just get help, and now! Reach out anytime. Praying for you. 
Please reach out to someone. Anyone!!! Please go to hospital ADSAP and take up the great offer/advice from Cathy S. You are worth living!!!!!!
Awe so sad. Sending huge prayers to my HP for you. Go get help please. You are worth it.
I have no one to watch my newborn son and I’m all alone so I’m afraid to go because I’m not sure of his living situation while I do
TAKE the baby with you
Take the baby and at least get to a meeting today! Or call suicide hotline. Your baby needs you sober and present. The sooner the better! Prayers!
My three kids have sometimes been my crutch, my burden and my blessing because…. I will never stick them with that story: that their mom committed suicide. When everything hurts and I just don’t want to be here anymore, their existence forces me to stay. And for me, that’s enough. I have hope that someday I’ll have the desire. Right now, I just have the duty. And it’s enough. Hold on, mama. (And also, everything everyone has suggested here.) Hold on.
Does anyone know where she is????
Where are you Cyrena?
Cyrena, are you there? Please give us an update.
If you are scared to go somewhere or don’t want to talk on the phone, you can text 741741 to chat with a crisis counselor.
Thank you for caring all of you I called the crisis center last night and they got me set up with a therapist and I got to a meeting tomorrow thank you for showing you care
Thank you so much love j reached out and got help it was really hard and almost impossible to push past it but I managed to 

thank you guys for all your unlimited support
I’m glad to hear that you are okay and are getting some help! Therapy saved my life!!!
Always. Just find someone here. If it becomes un bearable so many of us have already broken ground ahead of you. Thank heavens you found help. You will find the path. God bless you and keep you.
Bravo! You took action! I am proud of you!
Praise the lord! And prayers answered. Lots of really good people on here. Keep us posted. And reach out if you are in need. Blessings for you and your child on the way!