i’m gonna be honest i’m losing my mind today. i got a new tattoo. now tonight im crying to my partner hysterical about how badly i want to be high and how every album i love is associated with drugs i love and every happy thing i can think of is associated with being high. no memory is sacred. i’m so sad. i wish i was high. i don’t care about my sober time i don’t fckin care. but i can’t do anything about it. anything i enjoyed like art i don’t enjoy anymore. i don’t know the last time i felt genuinely happy.
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definitely they’re all over my arms i want them to be sleeves. i feel you. i feel awful.
i’ll check it out
I’m sorry that you’re feeling that way and I’m so glad that you’re reaching out to us and your partner to talk about it ! I have random nights where I feel really upset and miserable and I’ve been crying my eyes out, but I know this is better than being hungover. Than regretting what I did or said and the anxiety and the hungover panic attacks. I wish I could make you feel better, but I just hope you remember why you stopped living that way.