I’m having a rough night. This disease is messing with

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I’m having a rough night. This disease is messing with me. I’m just very upset. Honestly if I had the money and the lack of inner strength I might have relapsed tonight. I have no family left except my only child and I’m surviving by the Grace of

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#2

Prayers sent for strength

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#3

Been there Rosey,just keep your mind right, better days are coming.have faith in you !

#4

Sorry you are struggling. What are you doing to help yourself stay sober? Now is the time where a daily program, meetings, a sponsor, and a support group come into play. I’ve done this alone before. It sucks, and I relapsed hard. Hang in there and this will pass. In the meantime please be sure to get connected

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#5

I am so sorry try and fight through it :muscle: I am in the same boat with the family thing, it’s hard asf sometimes.

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#6

A former sponsor used to say - “feelings change like the weather. Good or bad, embrace them because they WILL change”. Maybe not great advice, but true. Hang in there!

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#7

I have no family either. Not even a child. It’s sad and strange and lonely. It took me a long time to realize that drugs don’t fill holes in hearts or anywhere else. Drugs and alcohol make the hole bigger.

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#8

Thank you to everyone that responded. Your prayers were definitely answered. I’m in my first year of recovery. I’m in a residential drug treatment program for five months now, which is the longest amount of time I’ve ever been sober. I’m learning how to deal with my emotions and learning how to like and love myself. I feel great being a part of this community. Everyone here has welcomed me with open arms. I’m so grateful to have you all in my life. Thank you

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