I’m just grateful for realizing that I’m better than the person I was with alcohol. For seeing my part as well as others. I’m okay with what I can’t control. Sometimes the old me creeps in, the anger and frustration can be overwhelming. But, I can acknowledge the damage I caused.
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As long as you have self awareness and realize you aren’t perfect but 100% better off now than the past i promise you’ll be okay. I currently still struggle with my past but I can’t let it define who I am as a person.
Congratulations harmony! You deserve it.
So appreciate you responding.
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When I read your post I felt every word of that. I can relate about the feelings of regret from the past. Somedays it sucks and I’ll get in a slump but I have to find a way out. Even being 6 years clean it’s hard. But we all struggle sometimes but it’s okay. Just don’t stay there
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I've come to realize that yes I've done some terrible things but that doesn't make me a terrible person as long as I can recognize my defects and try to work on doing things better next time, I have faith that eventually I will do the right things like second nature. I became who I was over 40 plus years so I can't expect to change over night.
Everyday you behave like a better person, you are a better person.