This weather change is hitting me harder than it ever has, as far as I can remember.
This cold chills me to the bone. Maybe it’s the weight I’ve lost, as I’m down around 150 pounds now. I don’t know, but the change to full on fall is really slapping me in the face this year. I don’t know why, really. There’s a sense of not knowing what I want to do with my life that’s nagging at me. A directionless meandering through yet another year.
I’m just not ready to be stuck inside all the time, more so than I already am on a daily basis. Working from home is killing me.
This kind of loneliness is something new.
