I’m not thinking of relapsing. I definitely don’t want to drink, but…

Every once in a while, I have the very familiar thoughts of the energy and motivation drinking gives me. And the numbness of worrying about what everyone thinks of me, how I look, how I talk, etc.. the ego gets in my own way. Just sharing this thought to get it off my chest.

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I have my fleeting thoughts as well… sobriety ain’t easy :sweat_smile:

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I can totally relate to this! Thank you for sharing this. The false motivation of drugs and alcohol controlled me for years. Very thankful for the chance to truly find myself! Stay strong

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