I’m on day one again. I do well for a while then the weekend comes and I struggle with staying sober. I always feel like alcohol relaxes me and makes me more fun but it doesn’t. I don’t know how to cope without alcohol. I sometimes feel so alone and overwhelmed that I am then tempted to drink 
When you feel tempted, follow the though to the end. You eat a drink? What happens after a drink? Then what? Once you've rea he'd the reason you decided to get sober, reach out to someone in the community to help you; go to a meeting. Sometimes just being in a public place is enough to rescue us from temptation .
I agree with Steve. Walk through what happens when you drink all the way to the end. Someone on this app told me to do that on a day I was struggling. When I described what happens to me, I realized that I don’t want that. I don’t want the blackout or the embarrassment or the hangover or the guilt. So, I will ask you too. What happens after a drink?