I’m on my second day without alcohol or crack. My intention is always to say clean, but it never lasts long. It’s been many years since i had any treatment. I know i need inpatient and i get brave when im under the influence, but when im sober im terrified to do anything
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You are here and you are talking about it thats a step forward build a support group and try distracting yourself when you get the urge to use try some recovery meetings
You are in the right place ....this app will help....just reach out to people on here it is full of people in recovery and are more than happy to share their experiences and what keeps them clean. They genuinely care about your recovery as do I. What lies before you is a new way of life...a beautiful life full of blessings ...GOD hears you...prayer has helped me ...going to meetings and getting a sponsor...hang on for your life...this can be a new beginning
Thank you Esmeralda. I appreciate you taking the time for me
Thank you Ann. I will try. I used to love meetings and got a lot of help and knew some wonderful people there. It’s complicated, but I know if I wanted to bad enough I would find a way to get there. I’ve been sober countless times but now it’s been years since I really have been. My boyfriend and I use together and I’m pretty isolated and he’s pretty controlling. I spend a lot of time feeling hopeless but not at this moment. Thanks for listening and responding