I’m really aggravated today which makes me want to get high . When I have problems w the father of my unborn baby it makes me feel lonely and mad and I want to get hi so bad . I just wish he was here for me but when I feel like he’s falling out of love w me since I’ve been pregnant it makes me really mad. I’m not going back to getting high at least not while I’m pregnant. I would be extremely disappointed in myself . I’m trying really hard to be strong by myself I’m thankful for my daughter and my son and my family my parents my dog I love them and they all are proud of me they love me and want me around and that keeps me going . Wow I’m so thankful for them
