I’m struggling.. all I wanted today is a drink.. but I didn’t get one.. I’d love to have a glass of wine.. but I know that first one will bring the beginning of more first ones.. and when I drink it leads to other things.. and the way it is you never know what you’ll get.. any of it can kill you.. so I didn’t do anything.. home in bed.. I’m try’n to pack to move.. haven’t found a place yet but I have a couple places that I could get in.. I was praying that I could get enough money together for all my deposits.. not only the rent and deposit but a pet deposit too.. I’m so depressed and if I had the money I wouldn’t feel so pressured.. I have the rest of the month to move so I’m not paying rent here can’t afford paying her and somewhere else.. she told me this right before Christmas when they came in after all my electrical outlets went out.. the guy next door plugged in a heater and that’s what blew the outlet.. I had two in my kitchen and two in my bedroom.. but she said she wasn’t going to fix anything then she wrote me a letter say I was run’n electric cords that against the least.. she said I had been smoking which I hadn’t I do light up at my door and in the hallway that’s where she was supposedly smelled it.. because I vape I my apartment.. I’m just really stressed and don’t know what I’m going to do.. just praying a lot.. so keep me in your prayers
3 Likes
