I’m struggling on staying clean and being productive in life

I’m struggling on staying clean and being productive in life

Hey Rich. It’s hard to be productive when we use. However, staying clean and being productive can feed off of each other. If you can do one, the other becomes easier.

Thanks alot I do well at times but then it like the walls are closing in on me and it’s like everything and one is against me

That’s the poison and your brain working against you. I was a “functional alcoholic” for over 10 years. Once I got sober the walls stopped closing in. I could look at the situations that came at me with clear thoughts.