I’m struggling today. I just graduated my impatient program and have been having cravings really bad. I can’t find a meeting and live in the mountains with no car. I am a single mother and don’t want to let my daughters down again.
Try intherooms.com or go to google and look up NA or AA virtual meetings and it’ll take u to a whole list of all times of the day, just download zoom if u haven’t already. Hope this helps 
Congrats on graduating your treatment program!!! That’s a big deal!!! It’s ok to struggle. Sometimes we gotta get used to not being comfortable. We need to learn to not act on these feelings, and let them pass. Today you have a choice. This is very powerful! You made the choice to come on here an ask for help. Again, this is huge! You are doing exactly what you should be doing. Take Amanda’s great advice and get on a zoom meeting ASAP. Your diseased brain (that sounds so horrible, but you know what I mean) is going to try and sabotage you like it always does. However, now you are more prepared to make the choice to go tell it to kiss your a$s. Recognize the sick thoughts, and make the choice to do what you need to do to stay sober. Give those kids a kiss, and keep living in the solution one day at a time.