I’m struggling with my ex abuser narcissist alcoholic, who’s holding

I’m struggling with my ex abuser narcissist alcoholic, who’s holding my children hostage from me and weaponizing the court system to keep them from me. I have jumped through all of the hoops, even after they lit them on fire and changed the obstacle course. I’ve been sober 3 1/2 years, and I’ve never worked this hard without seeing results sooner than now.

Kids are smart. They will likely grow to resent the weaponization. My mom told me this for a decade after my divorce. When puberty hit, they began to speak up. Our relationship is better than ever. Sadly they do resent their mom a fair bit which is awful regardless. Now I try to fix that but it isn't mine to fix.

I am so sorry for what you are experiencing however. This is one of the most emotionally challenging and painful situations I believe one can face.

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Thank you, it’s torture.

Thank you! I appreciate that.