I’m STRUGGLING… 😢

Today and the past 1 year I’ve been chronically depressed to no end… I’m a 3 year and 7 month sober from Meth and honestly I’ve never been the type to struggle with depression or bipolar depression and all. But since my sobriety I’ve been struggling with depression so deep! Does anyone have any sight into this? Like is this normal? Could Meth and years of using ruined my mind? Thank You! I’m smiling on my outside shell but screaming and crying inside every single day.

P.S, & Yes I’m currently being treated for depression and anxiety and bipolar with little success :pensive: