I made a lot of mistakes. I'm not proud of and I'm still living through them while I'm getting myself better.
The consequences is too deep and too great.
It's destroying me inside still, while I'm trying to find a way to forgive myself.
And move on having to make a new beginning with a new start.
But the consequences in my past is too great. I lost a lot of things including good people. That I still care about❣️.
Don't forgive me.
I still don't forgive myself of my past choices 
