I need a sponsor Bad! I need to start working the steps! I really need help!!
I know of some online zoom meetings in my area with folks available to sponsor if you're interested? Really great group of folks!
You're across the country but the online ones you can join from anywhere 
Sounds great is love that
Then you need to go to in person meetings to find one. Zoom is doom - a bunch of posers. Get to a 12-step meeting early - talk to people in person, listen to who shares what and what you are attracted to in shares, stay after the meeting and talk to men whom you liked what they said. Ask for phone numbers of those men, and call them the next day just to chat. You’ll find a sponsor that way.
Here's the link
last time I went there at least 4 guys willing to sponsor. It starts in just under half an hour 

Wish you all the best!!
Thanks
I put it out there in a meeting and a wonderful Man came up to me after my 90 day share and asked me “ Would you like me to take you through the steps “. I said “ Yes Please “. Started my journey of recovery ❤🩹. Best decision and offer I ever accepted. By the grace of G.O.D. Go I.