I need help but don’t really know if I want it, I’m definitely scared but I just can’t quit
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What did you do before to stay sober?
You wouldn’t be here sharing of you didn’t want it. It’s your disease putting all that self doubt and fear in your head. You want it. Start by telling that disease in your head to F off. When your disease tells you that you don’t want to go to a meeting, tell it to F off again. Start doing things you know deep down inside v you need to do even if you don’t feel like it. Pretend like you want it. Fake it you have to. Fake it till you make it. You’ve been beaten up enough. It’s time to recover. Get to a meeting asap, and pick up a white chip. There’s a better life ahead for you 
