I never knew before how it was to live sober since my mom died. Even before she passed i know mom knew. That was the last thing she thought of about me as she was taken away from is that . January 27.2023
Still feels the same . The pain stays. I have been clean since nov.13.2025. Not alot of recovery time but plenty of clear minded thoughts .
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I get this in some ways. I got sober almost a year before my mom passed but I was terrified to relapse I isolated. Rarely answered the phone and had i known I wouldn't have had time with my mom I would have tried harder. The guilt is pretty heavy for a long time but we know our moms. They could never be mad at us but wanted the best for us. To know I was sober was enough for her. I spent 2 weeks with her before she passed. Stay strong and I'm here for you.