I never let myself down. Others do. When it's all at once from many many many different people places things resources and its as important as my job, my money, my business, my house, my mental health, my bodily health, etc - its way too much for me to handle doing and taking care of everything needed to be done on my end AND what is needed to be done on theirs.
I am not a woman on an island. And even if I was, the island still provides food for me to eat.
Neglect is real. Abuse is real. And I'm tired of trivializing matters by way of comparison or group share.
Just because someone isn't beating me to death, pointing a gun at my head, or burning down my house doesn't mean what they are doing or rather NOT doing isn't neglect and abuse.
Or - "oh technology fails us again" or "he is like that towards everyone."
Sick of being alone. Sick of being mistreated. Sick of interacting with an abusive and neglectful world.
Vent Over.