I never thought over 3 1/2 years sober, therapy, and

Recovery
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I never thought over 3 1/2 years sober, therapy, and meds that i could still find a way to make my wife and daughters unhappy for sometime...if there's nothing to blame it on then i guess it's just been me this whole time and I don't know if i can handle that... I'm sorry... perhaps my parents were on to something when they were screaming they never wanted me... I've never been so sad... I'm so proud of who they've become in spite of me... wow i still turned into everything i tried to run from... not many options left

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Do you need to call the crisis hotline?

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I did.. thank you, but I then just came home and held my granddaughter, cried, said sorry again, put her to sleep, and now I'm responding to you. I don't know why it happens but it hurts more than I can explain and it's never fully gone away. Thanks Tim.

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Have you tried making amends to your family?? I know for me it’s taking my family time for all the harmful things I said and done during my addiction but all we can do is try to make amends to them and it’s totally up to them rather they accept it or not I’m sorry your going through this but don’t give up you’ve came a long way from what I was reading in your post we have to give them time to heal just as well but anyway I’m here and would be happy to talk to you whenever you need someone to listen stay humble and don’t give up

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