@jess421992 BUDDY CHECK How are you holding up over there.
We can only control our own actions
Keep doing what you are doing and the rest will take care of itself if not that's on them not you
Just remember you have to do for yourself and that is key the other stuff just have patience it will come to you there just hurt and probably don’t believe you but it’s a one day at a time!
Taking care of you and living your own life right now is all you need.