I really need a support Team. I am struggling with the bottle and its winning.
I dont want to die , i have 3 daughters that need me moreso i need them. Im a POS’ God help me🙏🏼
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You got this brother ware you from?
Dear nano, i'll see you have courage and strength taking.How you feel from the dark into the light!! Yeah.\nSomedays are better than others.I am always aware of my\nShortcomings , when it comes to cocaine and booze. I quit for the millionth time l o l; Because I finally realized with all my BS not working for me.Anymore that I hated what I had become. I wanted to stop the self loathing, the pain and anguish on a daily basis and not being able to look in the mirror.. Keep in mind to die on self.Be true, one day at the time baby. Don't overwhelm yourself when you have dealt with your uncomfortable. Yes, I'm very uncomfortable emotions. And you wake up the next day. I realize I did it!! I hold on to victories.\nTo help others.\nTo know I am not alone period. The Lord Jesus Christ has saved a wretch like myself.\n And I thank him constantly, because if nobody is there for you, he always has been; Be free. Yes, it is hard.\n I write a list of my triggers as well. And when a emotion hits me I look at my paper and I say , oh! I survived that.\nAnd it puts my mind at ease. Hel.\n Ping others.\n All addicts are extremely selfish.\n How to get our next fix?\n Doing things you never thought you'd do in your life. Sell your soul to the devil and he loves that; Hope some of this helped. We're all in the same boat. And if I remind myself on a daily basis; Everything will be okay. You got this hold strong my man. Love 
kisses 
Lauren Marston 
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Ps. We have all heard of quote.Yets but I swear.\nMy worst yet was eleven years ago. I didn't know this yet existed.I wish someone had told me. My 3 children.\nAnd their 30s.\nCut me off of their lives. Boy that was a good cap out. You must survive.for every\nOne's sake.\nGod bless
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Cali
California
For me, when I'm battling all I cOf suggest do whatever it takes inside you to go to a meeting. If able venture out to meetings you haven't attended before. Tell on your disease in a room full of people. It may feel uncomfortable; however, grace and humility will prevail. If transportation is an issue there are online meetings. Download Zoom and try the NA "24/7."
Have you recently relapsed? You're sobriety tracker shows you have 14 months sober are you having cravings to start drinking again?
It’s all BS I haven’t been on Loosid for quite some. 1 day sober so far