I recently moved and have been traveling 40 minutes to and from work now. So I applied to another job close by and I had let my boss know she may get a call about a reference for me. My boss gave me such an attitude about it and I ended up going in my car and crying because I was so upset. My boss treats the employees like shit and it's taken a toll on me over the last 6 years I've been there. Change to begin with gives me such anxiety and this on top of that made it worse. I just hope this all doesn't cause me to relapse......
Fight the urge. Make a glass of tea and find a good guided meditation. Life is too short to put up with crumby jobs and terrible bosses. You will always find something better. Stay stronger than urges
Aa meetings will help you.90 meetings in 90 days.or aa. Org find some aa meetings
Become a role model and these small things should not bother you.
I’m sorry you’re going through a rough patch. God gives us these situations in our life so we can learn from them. We must show strength and growth. I hope you didn’t relapse. I’m learning how to not let other people change my emotions. It’s a very important skill to learn. I’m not perfect. I struggle with it. But a drink is too die! The only way through this life is sober, head up and alongside God.
I hope all is well my friend.
Having your life and sobriety is more important thank anything. I learned that the hard way